2 hours of spanish is no way to start the day. Especially when you add an hour in front of the class period to get the homework done that you forgot to do the night before. On the upside, I was awake bright and early, which of course gave me plenty of time to think about what I want to do with today.
So what do I want to do with today? I have found that control is needed over my surroundings. I can not be forced into an enviroment for which I am not prepared. This being said, I must prepare myself for a party this evening. I must be aware of an infinite number of possiblities. I must have gas (for the car of course).
Speaking of gas for the car, I learned directions in Spanish today. Correction: I tried to learn directions. Maybe I will actually study for tommorows quiz. Maybe not.
Now if only I could figure out why in the world I lost control in the first place, and what exactly is causing me to lose control over and over again, I might be ok.
Anyone else feel like they are in a boat?