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Why are the last 4 days always the hardest?

So I only have 4 more days left of English Lit, but I have a 6 page paper I need to write here. I want it done by like 8:00pm as well so that maybe I can do something with friends. The worst part about it is that I can’t even come up with a subject. Yeah, I am sure this is just complaining, but BLAH! This is my blog, I say what I want to say, when I want to say it!

Yeah, so that was tough. In happier news, while trying to break my mind block for this paper, I broke the 1400 rating on yahoo pool. Next goal: 1600. I probably am not that good though.

There is a part of me that just wants to let loose on this blog. I just want to tell everyone everything that is going through my mind. Even if what is going through my mind isn’t good, isn’t healthy, or would do damage to something or someone. I however can not do this. It would mean the end of JJ being JJ and JJ becoming something else, again.

It would be interesting to change JJ’s again. See what happens. See if I wouldn’t be so lonely, or wouldn’t care if I was. Maybe at the same time it would improve my grades, eating habbits, and sleep time. On the other hand, it might just lead to a sucky pool game, a bad attitude towards everything, and an overall pure evil JJ that no one likes.

Well whatever the case, I am who I am. I know what I currently want. And that’s to finish this stupid stupid paper. *two stupids, you see that?*