Tonight was a good night. I owe a big thank you to Derek for giving me the guidance I needed. I owe his son for a few good easing laughs. Either way, I made it more public than it already was that I like Nikki. I actually said it to her face, which up until now isn’t something I’ve done. Now that I know she knows, and how she feels about that, it feels well… simpler.
In otherwords: I feel really really good. It is as if a huge burden has been lifted from my neck. I don’t need to change the way I live. I don’t need to worry about maintaining some really big secret. I just have to be the best friend I can be, the best honest friend I can be. This is good, very very good.
So, in other news: His son rocks, Sim is back from his trip I never told the diary about, Nintendo Cube Club is back, I skipped class on thursday, Political ads bite, I need to go to the library, MSA is working well, and um… I think I have homework.
Anything else I should mention this post? no… sorry.. Oh yeah, sister’s birthday tommorow… Probably shouldn’t plan anything out of respect for this day of mourning *hehe*