Well, after the high emitional week that was the retreat, I find myself back to trying to maintain a standard that gets me through school without having to worry about everything little thing. I think God is helping me with this and is allowing me to do things I never dreamed possible. For example, last night on one of my strange obsession filled quests, I found myself overworking on getting a small portion of php to run on a server. I didn’t need it right then, but I wanted to get it done while I was still on a role. Well, at about 11:30 last night, I got it all working right. This made me feel good, and I was happy to know that I won’t have to deal with that again. What I should have been doing was writing an English Lit paper.
Well, I couldn’t possibly write 5 pages at 11:30 at night, so instead I went to bed. I set my alarm for 5:00am, a time at which I can’t normally wake up, fell fast asleep into some dream about… well I don’t remember what it was about. 5:00am roles around and I actually got out of bed. This truly amazed me and I quickly got upstairs to write my paper.
I got most of it done, and in a method that seemed reasonable to me. I gave that to my peer reveiwer this afternoon, and I think I am set on that at least until friday. But, to make things even more fun, tonight I should do Econ, more English Lit, code, and update a few websites. I think I can do it with a little help from the guy upstairs to keep me awake and fed.
Well, I got to go get a pizza out of the oven before it burns…