Rinsefirst

Welcome to March. I am now JJ the Troll. With this, could mean sudden changes in moods. One moment I will be above it all, the next, down in the sewers.
I blaim spring for this giddy holiday. It’s a holiday of pain, its a time of love and hate. Well, as we can see this started already today… My day started off like every other.
School. I was on time, attentive, and had fun with my friends there. Someone even asked to give me a hickey, which was well, weird. Mainly because she has a boyfriend, mainly because I’m not that kind of guy.
I then came home and help run another USAT meet. All went well. I even ran into an old teammates parent. We got to talking and someone even suggested dating my old teammate. Very interesting idea. Probably shouldn’t persue.
Just one of those things where I think I will fail yet again. I then screwed up. I got the wrong scores for the meet, then got the wrong scores again, and finally got them right. This ticked me off, this ticked the people off, this made me look bad.
And to think, someone was singing my praises only seconds before. It is a horrible thing to know that you can ruin your name in a matter of seconds. Well, it was my fault. My mistake. Dont rush, it doesnt work… I am now home, being a Troll. I think I might charging tolls to view the site.
Maybe not…

Rehtoric Lesson For the Day:
Major Premise: All men make mistakes
Minor Premise: JJ in a man
Conclusion: JJ makes mistakes.

Today, was my last day as a frog. It wasn’t the best of days, but I must say overall it wasn’t good. Started in school. That went fine.
Went to MSA, that was almost fine. Talked with Jerimiah, that was fine until I made the mistake of starting another rumor back up. That’s always effective.
Start rumors about yourself and see what kind of damage you can do to yourself. Well at least we know this rumor is true, not that it matters. Odds are it will ruin yet another friendship.
How come girls all want to be my friend. They all think I’m just another guy that wants sex. I’m just another guy that is looking for a girl. Why is it nobody gives Justin a chance?
Like we established before, he must have a fatalistic flaw. Oh well. Church was ok. Im not sure why I went. Subway was ok. Not sure why I went. Home was ok. Not sure why I went. Notice a pattern?

Stolen Word of the Day:
BAH

HAHAHHAHAHAHHA almost great day! Yeah so I wake up, get to class, find out I passed a Econ midterm *always good*. I then proceeded to multiple more classes. Afterwhich I hopped on a bus, did something, then went to my highschool.
Learned that some people are talking about getting uniforms for the school. I can’t let that happen. I don’t think the students want them. I know they dont. After that, I hopped in the car and went to the Wolves Vs. Lakers.
Great game… We got there and the Wolves took the lead. Half time came and we were up by like 8. But that wasn’t the surprise of the night. BLUE MAN GROUP WAS THERE! yeah! Thats right!
The men from the Intel commericials. LIVE! It was great. They even climbed the stands and ran into the boxes. It was so cool. We then proceeded to watch the rest of the game, which the Wolves did win. Rather big as well.
Afterwards, a leak in info got out on my part. Almost caused negative things. But people understood me, and all was good.

May I recommend the Blue Man Cd. I dont know what its called or where to get it, but they rock! I wanna be a blue man. BLUE HIS HOUSE!

So yeah, today started as a normal day. I woke up late. The highway was backed up. I was late. Isn’t that great? Ok, but after that it was uphill. I headed for St. Paul, where I played 1 game of pinball and headed off to my next class.
At which point I arrived at my next class only to discover that I got a 39/40 on a paper. I was estatic. Then I handed in the next big paper and well, we’ll see how we do. Yeah, then I headed to my last class where I clearly coded code classically in c.
Yes, that was alliteration. It’s amazing what you can do when your tired. I then hopped in my car and commenced to trouble shoot why the internet was down at my work. It seems to be combination of things, so I fixed it the best I could on my end, hoping the other end might do something right for once.
Another thing that bothers me is that a company hasn’t returned a laptop yet. That’s ok I guess. Ill stop by on Thursday or something. Going to a basketball game tommorow. Writing this now. Played scrabble this afternoon. As a friend predicted, lost badly. But hey, used big words.
Life is short, spend it with people. Dance coming up this saturday. It looks like I will be attending alone. That is me. Alone. Most of the time. Get over it. Self Pity Rules my world. I am victim only to myself the killer.
Time for sleep I say. Time for sleep….

So yeah, if you got the banks to give you enough money to blow up the entire world, who would you have to pay back?

Again another way to busy day to do anything. I was up doing homework till like 12:30 and on top of it, I and going nutz with my plans for my life.
Maybe its cause I have no plans that this has become and issue. Either way, thats all I have to say about today.

Todays CD: No CD. No Time for CD today.
Insite to Life: Scholl only lasts 12 years… yeah only… sure… thats what they say…

A chat was started. I invited massively. A friend invited massively. We had 15 people in no time. However, the moment we get serious, people left.
I think teens may have a problem with being serious. Either that, or they only enjoy entertainment. I have been following this search for me.
It seems I am more lost and more found than could ever be imagined. I am a christian. I believe in Jesus, God, Forgiveness, Love, and Faith.
However, I no longer know who I am outside these boxes. Everyone is my friend. No one my enemy. I feel no extreme emitions except 2. These two I can not stop.
One is love. Love seems to shine in the darkest places. No matter how hard you try to hide it, it is there. It is eternal. It is passion. You can love many. But do not divide your love.
God is pure love, and deserves only pure love back. Pain is the other emition I can not stop. Pure emitional pain is a killer. Nothing hurts worse than someone you care about rejecting you.
You do not want to be pushed aside because of what you believe to be your accomplishments. You do not want to give it your all, and get nothing in return.
When you do, it is painful. Pain beyond that which most people can endure. Realize now, that Hell, is this. Hell is pain. A pain much greater than that on earth.
For it is true “Life is pain”, but it is much more.

Todays CD: No CD. No Time for CD today.
Insite to Life: “Life is pain, anyone that tells you otherwise is trying to sell you something” - So true yet so false.