While doing homework and chatting with Sim, it became apparent what my goals actually could be.

It’s either that I want to have a girlfriend to make out with, or I want to prevent myself from making out with another girl.

Which one is it? I dont know… It could be both I guess. Maybe thats the true dilema. Whatever the case may be, life is to say the least continuing with more homework!

Needing Things

June 30th, 2002

So interestingly enough, after wasting time watching the world cup *brazil wins 2-0 over germany* and going to a call at MSA that:
a)My homework still isn’t done
b)I must have a girlfriend by 8 tommorow.

Ironically enough, I didn’t say AM or PM, and people took a real interest in this away message I left. Well the truth is, I don’t really *need* one persay. I only want one by then.

Now here is where the motivation gets sticky. I may just want one for the sake of wanting one. Maybe it has something to do with my parents going out of town for the weekend. Maybe its a factor in getting myself or others motivated to get a girlfriend.
Whatever the case, the statement was made by me.

Well like I said before, I worked on that stupid server for so long, and its so stupidly not working. I don’t understand it at all.

Waking up…

June 30th, 2002

Its now like 10 AM, which means I got 10 hours of sleep. This, however, means nothing to me right now.
For some reason, I woke up this morning thinking I had missed a class or two, when in reality the only thing I missed was church.
This was only because Amy had softball today and therefore had a game at 9:00 which means we couldn’t go to 8:15 as a family.
I suppose I could go to 10:45 by myself, but no.

Today is race day. Maybe Gordan will win, but probably not. I am supposed to finish some websites, including this one, today. I hope to get that done. I also have to get that MSA server that was not working, working… It still isn’t working this morning, so that kind of annoys me.
I also have to finish a 4 page English paper, and some Spanish homework. Wish me luck :-).

As for girls, there is no hope for today either. The odds of falling out of love with one person and into love with another are next to non. However, its not brining my mood down for I am to busy to let it do so.

The First Daily Entry

June 30th, 2002

So today, although rather boring, has been a productive day. I spent the morning at MSA where a server is and was giving more trouble than a sister without sleep. After that, I went to my house, where I spent hours fishing in UO and working on this website. No luck with any girls and life for others seems to be doing the same. That’s really to bad. Well that’s it for this test.