Rinsefirst

So let’s tell a few stories of today before I have to go to bed.

8am to 9am is my Physics lab. My TA never showed up. So basically, we all sat there for 45 minutes talking. I was kinda sleeping. It got rescheduled. YAY!

9 - 11: Calculas. That went ok except I wasnt awake. Stupid tests just can’t be interpreted when you can’t see straight.

11-4: I came home and slept. I like sleep. It makes me feel warm inside. Maybe it’s because of the 5 blankets on my bed. I still feel tired, but at least I don’t feel distraught.

4-6: Dinner, Computer, chat with Maria about her age and about Everwood.

I then chatted with Amber for awhile on the phone. She is leaving for Chicago. It just won’t be the same celebrating Nikki’s birthday without her. She’ll have fun and we will probably bid her goodbye tomorrow at 4.

I played some UO as well. Upgrade my house to a house with a roof. Sold a good amount of wood for a good amount of cash to pay for the roof. Got some recall ruins to the house. Well. That’s it for tonight. Off to watch Lauren and Cory get it on. M&M episode should be tonight if I have the sequence right.

My level of energy is critical. As is my level of thought processes. I slept in an argument last night. The whole night I was stressing out over things like a scholarship, my missing calculator, lab reports, physics homework, calc homework, computer science homework, work at msa, webpage design, vb programming, church, friends, the rest of my social life. All I want right now is sleep. I also want to understand the calculas I am going to be tested on in 30 minutes.

So what does Justin do? Keep pushing himself. Why? Because he has to live up to everyone elses standards. Why? So that he can do what he wants. For example: Justin must find a way to fill out a scholarship application by Saturday or risk not being able to do anything with friends this weekend. Now, that’s not such a bad risk. I should probably work on homework anyway all weekend. However, Sunday is Nikki’s birthday, and I don’t want my reason for not being able to share in her special day to be because I didn’t do some paperwork. Money is driving my parents motivation. My parents are in turn driving it on to me. What gives me the motivation is my friends. I think it’s interesting how they aren’t at all related.

I really need to study for this test now, then I am going to go home and sleep for awhile. Sleep is good. It can cure all problems.

Stress.

I don’t like stress.

I have releases for stress. They work well.

It’s when I don’t have time to relieve it, or the reliefs only cause stress, that it becomes a problem.

Right now is one of those times.

Let the little things keep me happy.

Let my friends keep me sane.

Let God guide me.

Let me get some sleep.

If X < Y

If your in CSCI2021, I suggest you dont copy my code… It’s probably bugged anyway!

You don’t treat the sickness, you treat the patient.

It truly is amazing the lack of content put out by this website for the sole enjoyment of it’s readship. Maybe it has something to do with the concerts and parties I have been attending the last few days. Of course we could blaim it all on UO as well. I bought a house today. WOOT! Ok, well I have to do one thing for dan: If you get the password you will see a message following this. Night all.